"I thought their will be light at the end of the tunnel. I loved one last time with all my might. I prayed for this love to help me grow but it sucked the life out of me. "
We all start on a happy ,optimistic note but it all fades away over the period of time. Friends become lovers and lovers become strangers. Trust becomes a boundation and sadness becomes the better half.
Both the parties are not on the same page,even worse they don't want to be on the same page. Hearts ache but egos boast.
The mind games start,blame games come in. Next what? A third person enters the picture.
Then why love i ask. It's so much better to be at peace in solitude. Read books, watch your favorite sitcoms, shop,hop,drop. Do anything.
My own story is of such pains. No one is perfect but the best (read:worst) part is that no one wants to be. Change is rule of the nature but acceptance to change is on a long holiday. Contradiction is his live in partner and reality is a much hated step mother. Yet, i am too good for you. 'You will never get anyone like me'. Touché. My heart cries. He has shattered my notions about 'Us'. Example, i always tought we have impeccable understanding but since a couple of months i stand utterly shocked gasping for air.
Any bug report is rejected. Ignorance is bliss.
But seriously i love him. Does he? ummmmmmmm..yea. So boy work! Give it your sweat,blood, thought and LOVE.
Because its a big world and i havent even started. Give me a reason to yearn you. Become my support not my weakness. Make me feel your love. If you can't.
Don't block the queue.
We all start on a happy ,optimistic note but it all fades away over the period of time. Friends become lovers and lovers become strangers. Trust becomes a boundation and sadness becomes the better half.
Both the parties are not on the same page,even worse they don't want to be on the same page. Hearts ache but egos boast.
The mind games start,blame games come in. Next what? A third person enters the picture.
Then why love i ask. It's so much better to be at peace in solitude. Read books, watch your favorite sitcoms, shop,hop,drop. Do anything.
My own story is of such pains. No one is perfect but the best (read:worst) part is that no one wants to be. Change is rule of the nature but acceptance to change is on a long holiday. Contradiction is his live in partner and reality is a much hated step mother. Yet, i am too good for you. 'You will never get anyone like me'. Touché. My heart cries. He has shattered my notions about 'Us'. Example, i always tought we have impeccable understanding but since a couple of months i stand utterly shocked gasping for air.
Any bug report is rejected. Ignorance is bliss.
But seriously i love him. Does he? ummmmmmmm..yea. So boy work! Give it your sweat,blood, thought and LOVE.
Because its a big world and i havent even started. Give me a reason to yearn you. Become my support not my weakness. Make me feel your love. If you can't.
Don't block the queue.
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